Last night in history

It was a rough sleepless night.

Difficult patients testing the patience of the caregivers and disturbing the rest of us with their antics..

As I was about to doze off, the caregivers came umpteen times to check my blood pressure, my condition, asking me this n that...

And the caregivers were noisy throughout the night too... lol.. but every one of them were super attentive and nice.. thank you ladies!

Aaanyywaaayyyy....

Glad to be alive.. happy to pass all the tests...blessed with a caring family..
Alhamdulillah...

1 request,,,
Concussions, please end soon ok.. thank you dear.. hihi

And, now featuring...
My humble 'tawar hebeh' breakfast!

#stillnocomplaints
#Alhamdulillah
#roadtorecovery
#Isnevertoolong

Adui

Honestly, this syringe inserted for all the tests hurts more than my accidental inflicted injury last week..

Doctor! why you poke me like that!
Ouch you know!! (~.~')

#noothercomplaints
#justAlhamdulillah
#stillAlive
#almostHealthy

Oh.. just 2 tiny complaints...

#imhungry and #i12pee 

Lol... have a good night's rest to you...

Walk

Just completed the 'longest' walk eversince that fateful day.. rehabilitation.

Have always taken walking for granted..
This evening..it suddenly dawned on me... Walking is a luxury..
A gift so big, an ability so special.. Astaghfirullah.. I'm so humbled.

The walk ended smoothly, just alittle dizzy spells along the way, but all's good. Alhamdulillah..

Once again, thank You, Allahu Robbi...
You showed me in Your Most Magnificent way, a valuable lesson in adverse to a calamity..

Life is fragile.. handle it with prayers... I submit myself to You.. Because You Love Me!

And thank you dearest family, for your undying support and encouragement..

Step by step..
Heart to heart..
#Iwill and #Ican

Baldi

Yeay.. babydoll gets a 'baldi' (bucket) of colorful 1D apams for MBB's birthday..

Lol,,,, just felt like shouting it out loud here..!!!! Ekekekeke...

Am so exciteddddd!!!! (Macam sendiri yang dapat plak)

*covers my scarred face with palm*

Hehehe....nyehnyehnyeh...

Because...

I'M Happy!!!

It does do wonders when you set your mind to accept whatever comes along your way.. good or bad, happy or sad..

All I want to focus on now is to get well. To regain my balance and.. inshaa Allah soon, I'm good to run as usual!
Aaminn Allahumma aaminn..

Endless thank you to my immediate family and my caring close friends for their well-wishes, kind motivating words, for visiting and their doa's during my recent mishap.

And a special mention tagged with a humongous Thank You to Mr Spouse for his constant tender loving care...

He sent me this quote early in the morning, making my day bearable and sweet... hihi

And, I love you too, HUBBY!! ♡♡

☆

♡[♢|♢]♡

^^/~

"Bersikap baiklah pada semua orang. Tunjukkan kamu cukup dewasa untuk memaafkan mereka." -ppth

Because... I'm happy!

Terimakasih

Terimakasih Tuhan..
AnugerahMu sering ku persiakan..
Namun Kau masih memberi yang terbaik untukku..

Terimakasih kerana memberiku Dia..
Yang sentiasa menjaga.. menemani.. mengambil berat.. memastikan diri ini dilindungi dan ter bela..
Dengan caranya yang tersendiri..
Bersama kasih sayang yang utuh dan jitu..

Jazakallahu khair..
Terimakasih awak!
♡♡♡♡

:)

Your jokes are not that funny..
But I will still manage a smile or a soft giggle.. and take it with a good stride..

Because... I'm not you..

The end

Senyum

Buruk dan baik perbuatan kita..
Diri sendirilah yang menentukannya..
Jelas terlihat dipandangan mata..
Dihati pula penuh rahsia..
Bibir tersenyum seindah suria..
Duka digalas pura-pura..

Apa ada pada nama..
Terkadang dicela kerana rupa..
Setiap insan berbeza cerita..
Mampukah kita menerima..
Ikhlas ataupun lakonan semata..
Penilaian Tuhan terutama..

#pantuntanpamakna
#bilajejarimahubicara

C:

"muftimenk: It is always so heart warming to see people who are very successful in life yet they are so humble and polite, so caring and respectful."

And why are we, the not-that-successful, snobbish and proud?

Just a thought.
:)

All

Cos ALL of me,
Loves all of you!

SurPrized Fifteen Four..

Just need to pen this..
I'm still pretty much overwhelmed by it..
This serves as a complete appreciation for an impromptu valuable gift..
That comes with no special occasion,,
No ulterior motives,, nothing..
It is just because, I am who I am,
And the kind soul being the kind, thoughtful person by Allah's grace..

Dearest Allah, bless the kind soul who gave me this with abundance of Your blessings, rezki and happiness...always..
Please grant this soul ease in life...... until Jannah.. aamiin..

THANK YOU!
YOU are loved and treasured!!!

Signed with the deepest timeless gratitude,
Me..
♡♡♡♡♡

♡

Let's play 'spot the teacher'..

LoL

Invitednot..

When le doter gets invited with a handwritten name inscription from the birthday boy himself!!....

Le momma is jealous.. lolol

Too bad we can't attend the dashing event.. boooohoooo...

*as u can see... I self invite myself...ahakz.. nyehhnyehh*

Ty A..

Thank You, Allah..
For today...
And for a glimpse of hope
For a better tomorrow..

#praysforself
#prayforall
#Allahbless

Er....

Hmmmm....

I thought you've changed.

I thought wrong.....

^/^

;))))

No prizes for correctly guessing who this handsome smart witty handsome cute chatty handsome boy is..

Ok fine.. I used 'handsome' far too many times.. but in all honesty.. he's very handsome kannnn???

Hihihi...

XD

How many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't.

just for the sake of others.

perfect.

Drifter..

What a long trying week this has been.. Enduring those torturous hours whereby I know I could simply flare up and snap..
A cautious approach to all the stinging repetition sometimes just wouldn't work.. oh how my patience level gets tested to an extreme degree.. burned!

Wish it is that easy to pack up and leave..
Being dumped with knots and sorts... agendas to be solved... attitudes and egos.. now with an extra individual... i cant!!

I shouldn't be complaining, foreseeing the next assignment could just be as treacherous..

What can I do... ? I guess.. Nothing!

I presume these are merely my perception over matter..
Feelings that need not be entertained..
It is, isnt it???

Oh well, I dont know........

Notwithstanding all the emotions..
Letting go.. as much as I can..

Watching the days go by......

Hmmm...

Through you...
I learn more patience...
Tolerance...
And maybe a tinge of randomness...

Thank you lah makcik!!

*saying the positive does not totally eradicate the anger, but don't say I dont try ok..*

Tqvm

For your kind words..
For your free charity..
For making me the butt of your sensational topic..

Thank you very much..

You are forgiven..
:)

Just Tired

Either through friends, family, acquaintances, our own experience, at work, on the street...

From anything and everything around us.. we learn..
There will never be a day where our mind stopped working.. until the day we die..

We have expectations on others,
So do they, on us..
It is just fair to lower those expectations.. please...

#titfortat# no!
#tired#

Sigh..

Wahahaha...

I was about to fall asleep when the daughter came into my room to relate her conversation with MBB in school earlier today..

Such a smart 'stereotype' from a 5yr-old..
Wahahahahaha... i cannot stop myself from laughing so hard.... lmao rofl lol...

Ok readers, now you know ok!!!..
malay sunblocks smells like 'nasi goreng' and chinese ones like, 'gong xi fa cai'

Whatttt lahhhhh.... hahahahahaha!!!!
Adoiii.... I cant!!!
Muahahahahahahaha....

\^^/

*smile you're on candid camera*

If only u realise...

My prayers for you never ends..

Doa yang tidak akan pernah pupus buatmu..

Sahabatku...

~lotusindah

Accept

No exception.
No exclusion.

Just accept.

I'm no better.. nor am I any worse...
Than you.

:)

...

My all time true to life favourite verse...
" A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me"

Deep. :)
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"Live To Tell"

I have a tale to tell
Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
I was not ready for the fall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall

A man can tell a thousand lies
I've learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, 'till then
It will burn inside of me

I know where beauty lives
I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives
The light that you could never see
It shines inside, you can't take that from me

The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again

If I ran away, I'd never have the strength
To go very far
How would they hear the beating of my heart
Will it grow cold
The secret that I hide, will I grow old

How will they hear
When will they learn
How will they know

~Madonna~

Apakah

Seadanya..
Apa adanya..
Adanya apa..

Kau, aku dan juga dia..
Entahkan bila, dengan siapa..
Mungkin juga pada mereka..

Walau hati kian terluka..
Jauhi diri menjadi murka..
Kerna kita adalah sama..
Menghadapi ujian Qada & Qadarnya..

"Aku adalah..
Insan yang tak punya.."

~terataindah~
2046hrs

:)

Tiada yang kekal melainkan Allah..

Kasih sayang dan perhatian dari insan disekelilingmu..
Pasti pudar ditelan waktu..

Hari ini... hargailah..
Sebelum ia menjadi kenangan terlalu indah..